after another long time... i update again.
well, working? okie, now i just become more unfeeling during the whole course of work, shut up dun talk too much since my aunt dun like to talk just like my mum, and dun slack too much at the counter, siam away from the counter when possible, usually just walk in circles around the shop to find things to do. well, acting busy is what employers want after all. i start to believe what my aunt said (my grandaunt's daughter lah), you shouldn't do too much things, or try to act clever, just shut up and do the routine, you won't get into trouble. basically, i rather have office job, got colleagues to talk to or something, if not i will be alone, no need to talk to anyone. it's just irritating when there's someone next to u, and u have to shut up and dun talk, because u scared u will irritate the person. this kinda life is just so sianz. rather be alone all day. after all, i am quite a loner. planning to quit by end feb and find a job a week or 2 after i get my a's.
driving. planning to take theory next month, basic lah.
i realised i haven started on newspapers. i must start soon. yikes. i must not repeat the gp paper experience again. tt's if i still plan on taking uni course...
uni course, accountancy or business? or major in one and minor in another? cheem lah, this uni thing. basically i need to find out more... start applying for scholarships? though i think no hope, still prepare lah, at least make the effort to send out.
bought the vcds at 40 bucks. but a little cut off like my grandaunt's set at the end, but suan le lah. after all i paid 30 bucks less, and the rest of the show is great. thinking of buying another jue dai shuang jiao tt is based on the story by gu long.
got to the airport to jie the pple from perth. sadly to say, i am gg back airport tml to see laura off. haiz.
Monday, January 24, 2005
Thursday, January 13, 2005
a long time passed. well. what happened to me after jnco? work, work, work. busy,busy,busy. so, next to working, i have worked on a project as OIC for Mr Goh's retirement party. lots of thanks to serene for helping out on the project. as for what happened so far? eh, i dun rem liao. anyway, haiyah, partially i am feeling quite sian cos i missed seeing the Yr1 NA team before they went through the departure gates today to perth. Haiz, I shouldn't have slept so much, shouldn't have slept so late, and shouldn't have bothered about my hair, and I maybe would be able to catch them before they pass through the gates. Haiz. sleepyhead.
today i started comp training the small NC. wah, teach home nursing from scratch. i am so bored, i see they are so bored. but we have to learn it. sadz. well, this trg is for 2 weeks. at least, i am their temp mentor for 2 weeks.
next, newest post for sj: comms wing deputy in charge, serene is the in charge. haha. i was telling my mum i went out with serene today again, meeting a while, and she say, why are u always mtg serene? haha, so i have to explain to her my new post in sj, and everything else tt accompanies it, like how the wing works... for pple that are foreign to this, it's a new wing set up this year, to promote sj in community, and in dhs. sort of, to make our presence known around lah. that's a very general view.
okie. what else? i am thinking learning driving. but i am too lazy to start applying? and i dunno whether i wanna change job. this job, good in a sense that i work 3 days a week, perfect for learning whatever i want, perfect for slacking, and also perfect for starting to get into sj mood. plenty of time, next to the days that i am working. bad in a sense, working with your own relative is really not a good idea. actually i never really cared about this fact, till yesterday. guess cos i blundered something on sunday... then my aunt got quite angry with me. monday she become quite cold to me, then i just happened to have flu, so my voice is a bit hoarse and low... guess she buay song, so she started saying i sound rude. well. what to say. so i am very grumpy today. guess pple are right. i should look for an admin job with higher pay. even if the pay is the same, i will work all the same. it's just, if i change to such a job, i won't be able to commit as much to sj, and wun really be able to learn practical driving. next to all these, it's not easy finding such a job either. well.
thinking about lots of things. thinking of people. thinking of a person. thinking and longing for a guy by my side... thinking... feeling sianz, feeling lousy, feeling down. not in the mood for anything. on the other hand, it's good that finally, finally, i am able to blog. perhaps the next entry is going to be a long long time later.
and today, i saw a set of vcds i wanted very very much! but the whole set is 68 bucks. i wasted a lot of money le. dun wanna waste more. gotta waste all my salary away.
i forgot what i wanna type. aiyah. too sianz. i wish i had more time to myself. i wish tml, i will slack at home all day. i wish i will sleep late for once. haiz. all these have to wait till sunday. cos' sunday then no work, no sj, it's tv, tv, tv. i just wanna laze at home.... ever since i started studying for a's, i haven done tt. i just dun wanna use my brains for a day. slack. eat. sleep. watch tv. best is if i have my fav vcds.
i am starting to crap. cos' i haven done that on computer for a long time. it's a rare event that i am sitting here, typing all i want, not for sj, for an hour or so. okie, my typing is not so slow lah, i was watching tv along the way, so i forgot some stuff on what to type. aiyah.
and that idiot flu thingy just wun go away. sux. nan de tonight i am free, should do the accounts for the party. sianz. off i go off to chat and crap. if i ever get the mood, i will do accounts.
today i started comp training the small NC. wah, teach home nursing from scratch. i am so bored, i see they are so bored. but we have to learn it. sadz. well, this trg is for 2 weeks. at least, i am their temp mentor for 2 weeks.
next, newest post for sj: comms wing deputy in charge, serene is the in charge. haha. i was telling my mum i went out with serene today again, meeting a while, and she say, why are u always mtg serene? haha, so i have to explain to her my new post in sj, and everything else tt accompanies it, like how the wing works... for pple that are foreign to this, it's a new wing set up this year, to promote sj in community, and in dhs. sort of, to make our presence known around lah. that's a very general view.
okie. what else? i am thinking learning driving. but i am too lazy to start applying? and i dunno whether i wanna change job. this job, good in a sense that i work 3 days a week, perfect for learning whatever i want, perfect for slacking, and also perfect for starting to get into sj mood. plenty of time, next to the days that i am working. bad in a sense, working with your own relative is really not a good idea. actually i never really cared about this fact, till yesterday. guess cos i blundered something on sunday... then my aunt got quite angry with me. monday she become quite cold to me, then i just happened to have flu, so my voice is a bit hoarse and low... guess she buay song, so she started saying i sound rude. well. what to say. so i am very grumpy today. guess pple are right. i should look for an admin job with higher pay. even if the pay is the same, i will work all the same. it's just, if i change to such a job, i won't be able to commit as much to sj, and wun really be able to learn practical driving. next to all these, it's not easy finding such a job either. well.
thinking about lots of things. thinking of people. thinking of a person. thinking and longing for a guy by my side... thinking... feeling sianz, feeling lousy, feeling down. not in the mood for anything. on the other hand, it's good that finally, finally, i am able to blog. perhaps the next entry is going to be a long long time later.
and today, i saw a set of vcds i wanted very very much! but the whole set is 68 bucks. i wasted a lot of money le. dun wanna waste more. gotta waste all my salary away.
i forgot what i wanna type. aiyah. too sianz. i wish i had more time to myself. i wish tml, i will slack at home all day. i wish i will sleep late for once. haiz. all these have to wait till sunday. cos' sunday then no work, no sj, it's tv, tv, tv. i just wanna laze at home.... ever since i started studying for a's, i haven done tt. i just dun wanna use my brains for a day. slack. eat. sleep. watch tv. best is if i have my fav vcds.
i am starting to crap. cos' i haven done that on computer for a long time. it's a rare event that i am sitting here, typing all i want, not for sj, for an hour or so. okie, my typing is not so slow lah, i was watching tv along the way, so i forgot some stuff on what to type. aiyah.
and that idiot flu thingy just wun go away. sux. nan de tonight i am free, should do the accounts for the party. sianz. off i go off to chat and crap. if i ever get the mood, i will do accounts.