Saturday, September 24, 2005

hee. i have thought of putting my schedule here so people can book me for gg out. (friends lah, not guys...) cos very sianz i always have to repeat to people lah. seriously my schedule for school very fixed one...

so this is my school timetable.

mon - 1030h to 1430h
tue - 1030h - 1230h
wed - 0830h - 1730h
thu - no school
fri - 0830h - 1230h

okie. sats and suns are only free if my mum isn't coming back on that particular weekend.

for next week, thursday morn and aft is taken by project by far. and my mum is coming back next weekend. =)

okie. now for the blog entry of today...

today i sleep like a pig. like i slept at midnight yest and woke up at like 11, then slept again at about 1.30 and slept till 5.30. so basically, i slept a whole day. also dunno why. my eyes just very tired... maybe cos i slept 3 hours the day before... then still go out till so late...

keep eating and sleeping. i feel like i just woke up now... though my eyes still tired. my dad says my eyes like a bit swollen. aiyah. tml still must wake up early to go bird park with my grandaunt. haha. feel bad to turn her down leh... supposed to go her house sometime this week, but i was too busy, all the free days packed. yup. so i need to wake up like at 8...

yawnz. still feeling sleepy. i need to start on my ab105 tutorial... i vowed i will read my biz law text (yah i bought a new one... 31 bucks. i gotta go on diet to pay tt) so tml i must bring my biz law.....

okie. so tt's all for today.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

hi. today dunno why feel very tired... last night i totally blank also. i think junyang was telling me something about sj, i sort of couldn't digest his words. haha. then today a bit blank also... everytime sleep at 1 wake up at 6 days, then sitting my dad's car to school, somehow i think is lack of sleep or something, i wun feel too well by the time i get to school. i think partially a bit carsick...

today is another of those days. just now headache lahz, but after eating like dunno how much millions of food (okie, it was not so much, but it was quite a lot considered to normal 19 yr old girls)... no more headache lah, but still sleepy state. i was feeling damn sick when my dad drove me home lah... car sick bahz. then today i sort of sadz cos i lost my biz law textbook in school lah... very sadz cos it's brand new (okie i haven read much of it), just highlight a few pages, then i was damn demoralised with the subject that i was determined to start reading the text... so i brought to school today, cos i will arrive in school half hour early, can read mah. but then i very sleepy dunno why, slept for the half hour instead... haven't read. wanted to read during weekend, then now lost loh. dunno izzit i not fated with biz law or something. want to study then lost the text. crappy...

very sadz loh. and the stupid text is 30 bucks for a new one... maybe half the price for a second hand one... but then i dun wanna get some book with millions of writing on it... dunno leh. most probably i will never find the book le... i guess i will go and look at the second hand deals... though i nv liked second hand books, i guess cos i never had to use one before, cos i am eldest and always get new books.

haiz. wad a day.

Monday, September 19, 2005

aiyah. very stressed now le. i can't focus to do homework lah. sianz leh. and this sem is supposed to be the most relaxed. how am i supposed to cope later on. sighz.

still have the biz law assignment left. i chao sian. i dun feel like doing. but then no choice leh. tonight must try to finish. or else tml cannot rush tutorial. SIGHZ. very fan leh. i even skipped the sj zone mtg today to make sure i have the mood to do my assignment, or rather, to have the time. aiyah. very sian lah.

then i becoming chao fatz lately. eat so much. all the clothes cannot wear liao lah. superb lack of exercise bahz. haiyah. life is so sianz. especially when many friends around ya not the super can trust kind, just those meet meet see see tutorial mates. lucky got mitch ard lah.

then i got quite sian of travelling here and there also, but i still like the comfort of my own room at home more than the hostel lahz. haiz.

like the earlier post, nowadays i realised true muggers reside in this very society. i do admit at some point of my life, (when i was in primary school) i was a mugger as well. but then now i am certainly not one. i do remember in pri school, i completed homework before the teacher even taught the topics, competed with my friends to see who finished more, scared of losing to other people in terms of doing hw, and even, bluffed my friends i finished till page 6 when i actually finished till page 10. extreme yahz... i guess after entering a 'branded' sec school has made me lose my fighting spirit, cos no matter how i mug, somehow many others will be better. after crying over failing my first exam ever (i rem was literature), i guess, i became quite numbed to failures and treated them like an everyday affair. i guess i was in a happening class in sec3 and 4, so nobody was really that mugger lahz, so no pressure there.

go to jc, when the people from secondary schools most of the better ones went there. then the mugger phenomenon started to appear again. u see some people mugging at the study tables at break and lunchtime. there are super muggers in my class who complete all tutorials, or go home straight after school. yeah, but i wasn't tt affected.

now to uni, (more selection of best pple from jcs and polys) u see muggers EVERYWHERE. u dun see people mugging at tables as frequent as jcs maybe, but everyone does all their readings and their homework. and they can spurt out the textbook as though they ate them for lunch. (lol, maybe i am being a bit of over exaggerating over here...) in summary. many muggers do exist on this very planet, or even this very island of Singapore. you do not see them perhaps, cos they are all mugging at home and in their halls.

okie. so, end of the procrastinating... (is that how u spell that)

Friday, September 16, 2005

boo! it's been another month since i updated. (some people eagerly waiting for news. they gg to kill me if i dun update haha)

yeah. just to mention, my mum might be popping into the house from airport anytime now... temporary stay as usual, she won't be back permanently till december...

alright. so. this week is ntu september holidays, also known as recess. (no we dun keep eating during the week haha) of course. holidays means free time, play, relax, do your own stuff. most importantly, it means no need to rush tutorials!!

holidays in university is not as sacred as it seems. holidays means finish-your-project time. of course, as compared to my dear airen, (who said she has 10 projects at one go in my shoutbox, which is totally scary and crazy) my projects are nothing actually. but after like a 'projectless' half a sem, projects started flooding in like air rushing from a place of higher pressure to lower pressure. (physics huh?) i've got like 5 projects now. 2 to be completed within this week (individual work), 2 to be completed perhaps in 3 weeks' time (group work), and another project, which we almost know nutting about, is due in 4 weeks' time (grp work as well). cool isn't it. talk about the PW in jc days. now i have 5. but of course it's not quite as complicated as the one in jc, and i must say it's certainly more interesting (duh, like i did my PW on cold war, what can be more boring than history).

and did i say, mugging is everyone's life in uni. the people in uni are SCARY. they rush and finish homework like they never done homework before, and mind you, the 2 projects this hols, some of them already finished as of now. i didn't touch the projects much till last night. i was freaked out by the people around me, you can say that. i did my report until like 1 a.m. scary. now i need to finish another biz law assignment which is like 20% of my course grade!!!

oke my mum is back. post again later.