Thursday, January 13, 2005

a long time passed. well. what happened to me after jnco? work, work, work. busy,busy,busy. so, next to working, i have worked on a project as OIC for Mr Goh's retirement party. lots of thanks to serene for helping out on the project. as for what happened so far? eh, i dun rem liao. anyway, haiyah, partially i am feeling quite sian cos i missed seeing the Yr1 NA team before they went through the departure gates today to perth. Haiz, I shouldn't have slept so much, shouldn't have slept so late, and shouldn't have bothered about my hair, and I maybe would be able to catch them before they pass through the gates. Haiz. sleepyhead.

today i started comp training the small NC. wah, teach home nursing from scratch. i am so bored, i see they are so bored. but we have to learn it. sadz. well, this trg is for 2 weeks. at least, i am their temp mentor for 2 weeks.

next, newest post for sj: comms wing deputy in charge, serene is the in charge. haha. i was telling my mum i went out with serene today again, meeting a while, and she say, why are u always mtg serene? haha, so i have to explain to her my new post in sj, and everything else tt accompanies it, like how the wing works... for pple that are foreign to this, it's a new wing set up this year, to promote sj in community, and in dhs. sort of, to make our presence known around lah. that's a very general view.

okie. what else? i am thinking learning driving. but i am too lazy to start applying? and i dunno whether i wanna change job. this job, good in a sense that i work 3 days a week, perfect for learning whatever i want, perfect for slacking, and also perfect for starting to get into sj mood. plenty of time, next to the days that i am working. bad in a sense, working with your own relative is really not a good idea. actually i never really cared about this fact, till yesterday. guess cos i blundered something on sunday... then my aunt got quite angry with me. monday she become quite cold to me, then i just happened to have flu, so my voice is a bit hoarse and low... guess she buay song, so she started saying i sound rude. well. what to say. so i am very grumpy today. guess pple are right. i should look for an admin job with higher pay. even if the pay is the same, i will work all the same. it's just, if i change to such a job, i won't be able to commit as much to sj, and wun really be able to learn practical driving. next to all these, it's not easy finding such a job either. well.

thinking about lots of things. thinking of people. thinking of a person. thinking and longing for a guy by my side... thinking... feeling sianz, feeling lousy, feeling down. not in the mood for anything. on the other hand, it's good that finally, finally, i am able to blog. perhaps the next entry is going to be a long long time later.

and today, i saw a set of vcds i wanted very very much! but the whole set is 68 bucks. i wasted a lot of money le. dun wanna waste more. gotta waste all my salary away.

i forgot what i wanna type. aiyah. too sianz. i wish i had more time to myself. i wish tml, i will slack at home all day. i wish i will sleep late for once. haiz. all these have to wait till sunday. cos' sunday then no work, no sj, it's tv, tv, tv. i just wanna laze at home.... ever since i started studying for a's, i haven done tt. i just dun wanna use my brains for a day. slack. eat. sleep. watch tv. best is if i have my fav vcds.

i am starting to crap. cos' i haven done that on computer for a long time. it's a rare event that i am sitting here, typing all i want, not for sj, for an hour or so. okie, my typing is not so slow lah, i was watching tv along the way, so i forgot some stuff on what to type. aiyah.

and that idiot flu thingy just wun go away. sux. nan de tonight i am free, should do the accounts for the party. sianz. off i go off to chat and crap. if i ever get the mood, i will do accounts.

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