Today was excited about the return of the Cmath papers. Haiyah, quite disappointed though. Almost got the first A I ever got. But guess that thought is gone. No more As. Destined that I shall not see an A in my life of TJ. But nevermind, shi bai nai cheng gong zhi mu.
Quite sian diao by the attitude of that stupid w woman again. But it's nothing new. Nicely asked her if she's okie with the dates 1-3 Dec for ex 08 chalet, she just totally ignore me. Act like some 'high and mighty' queen. As usual, self centred bitch. And worse of all, her bf ngok fung dun dare to answer my question cos' his gf buay song. Wah lau, so cowardly. Wah lau I nicely ask her, she dun even want to answer such a simple question. Just say yes or no to me will die arh. What a snob. Stupid ngok fung, 6 years of classmate he dun dare to ans me because of a snob.
Nice early day home. Gotta defrag my comp. Skipped the scanning, it has been scanning for 10 minutes and it just seems to repeat itself all the time. Mad comp. Haha.
I wished I was an octopus with 8 legs. Maybe can do 8 homework at the same time. Then poof! Homework is all done! Haha, maybe I need 8 brains also. eh, which animal have 8 brains. Haha. I am mad.
For all students who had their prelims, hope all got nice results (not like me sia). Good luck for the people who have upcoming exams! Most prob won't be blogging too much le. Haha. JIayou! Keep Going! =)
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Hehe, it's the day which I turned 18! Haha. It's a most interesting day. It didn't go like a birthday. But I love how ordinary it was.
Of course to begin with, I don't really have a lot of friends in TJ. But the morning lots of people came shaking my hand and wishing me. I felt like a celebrity, shaking hands continuously. It's a weird feeling, cos' as usual I hate to be the centre of attraction. But luckily, I am not too popular a person in school, so I had a very ordinary day without people fussing over my birthday. Haha. Not like 3rd bro's yesterday, he's like some celebrity. I like to fuss over people's birthday, but I really hate people fussing over mine. Haha.
Right after school, I went off to dhs. Apologies to AL and BW, who were so enthusiastic to buy me a cake and take photos (I hate taking photos), have to reject the kind intention cos' gotta settle some cca records stuff for my junior today as this is the last day for amendments. Responsibility is more important than birthdays anyway. So I took off to dhs, after 2.5 months of not going back, it really felt like back earlier in the year when I went dhs 3 times a week. Seeing the Std 4s and some others after such a long time. After settling the stuff, went home straight.
Played a little Runescape, slept for 1 hour cos' I was so tired from doing math till 1 a.m. last night, went to bathe, and go out to dinner with yz and jy. Haha, I love the look on their faces when they saw me with the skirt. Most interestingly, they knew it was my birthday, but we talked like any ordinary day having a nice dinner with friends. Haha, I liked that very much. They know me so well arh? No wonder we 3 click as a committee. Haha.
Haha, back home, I bought the first bottle of alcohol ever in my life: a bottle of Blackcurrant Hooch. Haha. There was no other flavours, too bad. It tasted okie. What makes me glad is that the cashier never ask me to show her my IC, shows that I look 18! Haha, guess with the high heels, long skirt and a blouse, plus an expensive looking handbag (okie it's a sling bag, and it's fake), let my hair down, I look mature! Haha. On tha other hand, it might be cos' she just don't give a damn whether I am of age or not. Haha. But I just love to think otherwise. =P
Ordinary, yeah ordinary, but interesting and nice birthday. =)
*To Angeline: haha, the dinner is not what you think. Your mind always xiang 'wai'. =P
Of course to begin with, I don't really have a lot of friends in TJ. But the morning lots of people came shaking my hand and wishing me. I felt like a celebrity, shaking hands continuously. It's a weird feeling, cos' as usual I hate to be the centre of attraction. But luckily, I am not too popular a person in school, so I had a very ordinary day without people fussing over my birthday. Haha. Not like 3rd bro's yesterday, he's like some celebrity. I like to fuss over people's birthday, but I really hate people fussing over mine. Haha.
Right after school, I went off to dhs. Apologies to AL and BW, who were so enthusiastic to buy me a cake and take photos (I hate taking photos), have to reject the kind intention cos' gotta settle some cca records stuff for my junior today as this is the last day for amendments. Responsibility is more important than birthdays anyway. So I took off to dhs, after 2.5 months of not going back, it really felt like back earlier in the year when I went dhs 3 times a week. Seeing the Std 4s and some others after such a long time. After settling the stuff, went home straight.
Played a little Runescape, slept for 1 hour cos' I was so tired from doing math till 1 a.m. last night, went to bathe, and go out to dinner with yz and jy. Haha, I love the look on their faces when they saw me with the skirt. Most interestingly, they knew it was my birthday, but we talked like any ordinary day having a nice dinner with friends. Haha, I liked that very much. They know me so well arh? No wonder we 3 click as a committee. Haha.
Haha, back home, I bought the first bottle of alcohol ever in my life: a bottle of Blackcurrant Hooch. Haha. There was no other flavours, too bad. It tasted okie. What makes me glad is that the cashier never ask me to show her my IC, shows that I look 18! Haha, guess with the high heels, long skirt and a blouse, plus an expensive looking handbag (okie it's a sling bag, and it's fake), let my hair down, I look mature! Haha. On tha other hand, it might be cos' she just don't give a damn whether I am of age or not. Haha. But I just love to think otherwise. =P
Ordinary, yeah ordinary, but interesting and nice birthday. =)
*To Angeline: haha, the dinner is not what you think. Your mind always xiang 'wai'. =P
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
These few days have been playing a lot of games, doing some homework.
As usual I was obsessed with Runescape. 1 thing very worth mentioning was that I actually got cheated on the game by another guy of some of my money and stuff(the game money lah). On Sunday. Actually I also know I was a little too gullible, and anyway, I was too weak to fight. So let's say it's my fault lahz. But being me, I was rather furious at that damn idiotic guy that night. That night, I was thinking about the realisation that the world is like that, full of cheaters and all, people who are out to make their own gains. I was quite disappointed with the reality that I lived in then.
Then the next day, on Monday, I logged in to play again. This time, I met a really nice guy at the Cooking Guild (somewhere where cooking is done in the game). He had a high cooking level, and he presented me with 2 cakes, a normal one and a chocolate one. What makes it most surprising was he said, Happy Birthday! when he gave me the cakes. I was sort of shocked and pleased, shocked because after a day of being cheated, I found a person who was nice and generous. Shocked because it was my birthday in 2 days, and he wished me. Even though he might just be joking when he said those words, it touched me. He was laughing when I told him that coincidentally, my birthday is in 2 days. A thought flashed across my mind for a brief moment: I wondered if God was at work, making him say it subconsciously the words 'Happy Birthday'.
I was making apple pie at that time in the guild, and he was too. He showed me where the redberries were for making redberry pie. At first I hesitated at following him to the spot, cos' the day before I was cheated cos' I followed that cheater around without knowing where he was going. I was a little more cautious, but something in my mind told me I should follow. So I followed. He went to the bank, I was even more suspicious, as the cheat the day before led me to the bank. But surprisingly, when he came out of the bank, he did something I would never imagine one would do. He gave me a sapphire ring! A sapphire ring that costs so much if he sells it. And the store that he can sell it to is right across the street from the bank. And he refused me when I tried to pay him something. AFter that, I continued to follow him to the location.
He didn't cheat me. He led me to the exact location of the berries, and told me to pick it up. I was again very thankful to him, and we prepared to go back the the guild to cook the pies. Halfway along the way, he asked my attacking level and offered to make a better weapon for me. I was even more surprised. Wow, he's really one kind and generous man. Altogether, he gave me a lot of stuff. He made me realise that they are good people in this world, that not everyone is selfish and all.
Most interestingly, I realised just this instant, that sapphire is my birth stone. This is all too miraculous. I think God is at work, teaching me that I should not be too trusting, but at the same time, he also taught me that there are good people in this world besides the evil, and that not everyone is interested in his own gains. I suddenly think that this value of helping others without thinking about repayment is so great, yet it is a value that not everyone can have. And it is something that one must have the courage and will to do.
3 more hours. Happy birthday to myself in advance. Gotta have dinner with yz and jy tml night. =) I secretly vowed that whoever ask me out to dinner on my birthday, I will wear my skirt. Haha. After all, it's the day I turn eighteen.
As usual I was obsessed with Runescape. 1 thing very worth mentioning was that I actually got cheated on the game by another guy of some of my money and stuff(the game money lah). On Sunday. Actually I also know I was a little too gullible, and anyway, I was too weak to fight. So let's say it's my fault lahz. But being me, I was rather furious at that damn idiotic guy that night. That night, I was thinking about the realisation that the world is like that, full of cheaters and all, people who are out to make their own gains. I was quite disappointed with the reality that I lived in then.
Then the next day, on Monday, I logged in to play again. This time, I met a really nice guy at the Cooking Guild (somewhere where cooking is done in the game). He had a high cooking level, and he presented me with 2 cakes, a normal one and a chocolate one. What makes it most surprising was he said, Happy Birthday! when he gave me the cakes. I was sort of shocked and pleased, shocked because after a day of being cheated, I found a person who was nice and generous. Shocked because it was my birthday in 2 days, and he wished me. Even though he might just be joking when he said those words, it touched me. He was laughing when I told him that coincidentally, my birthday is in 2 days. A thought flashed across my mind for a brief moment: I wondered if God was at work, making him say it subconsciously the words 'Happy Birthday'.
I was making apple pie at that time in the guild, and he was too. He showed me where the redberries were for making redberry pie. At first I hesitated at following him to the spot, cos' the day before I was cheated cos' I followed that cheater around without knowing where he was going. I was a little more cautious, but something in my mind told me I should follow. So I followed. He went to the bank, I was even more suspicious, as the cheat the day before led me to the bank. But surprisingly, when he came out of the bank, he did something I would never imagine one would do. He gave me a sapphire ring! A sapphire ring that costs so much if he sells it. And the store that he can sell it to is right across the street from the bank. And he refused me when I tried to pay him something. AFter that, I continued to follow him to the location.
He didn't cheat me. He led me to the exact location of the berries, and told me to pick it up. I was again very thankful to him, and we prepared to go back the the guild to cook the pies. Halfway along the way, he asked my attacking level and offered to make a better weapon for me. I was even more surprised. Wow, he's really one kind and generous man. Altogether, he gave me a lot of stuff. He made me realise that they are good people in this world, that not everyone is selfish and all.
Most interestingly, I realised just this instant, that sapphire is my birth stone. This is all too miraculous. I think God is at work, teaching me that I should not be too trusting, but at the same time, he also taught me that there are good people in this world besides the evil, and that not everyone is interested in his own gains. I suddenly think that this value of helping others without thinking about repayment is so great, yet it is a value that not everyone can have. And it is something that one must have the courage and will to do.
3 more hours. Happy birthday to myself in advance. Gotta have dinner with yz and jy tml night. =) I secretly vowed that whoever ask me out to dinner on my birthday, I will wear my skirt. Haha. After all, it's the day I turn eighteen.
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Hi. Long time no post. Busy paying Runescape to relax and watch TV, going out.... blahblahblah.
Spent quite some money on my 3rd bro's pres. haha, nvm lah.
Oh well. Hurt? Just now fish told me she saw egg at east coast yest. No not this part. She also said she saw NA there with Audris. NA.... with Audris.... why don't wanna invite me? Me also their mentor leh. Okie lah. Suan le. I am just not as close to them. And I am not quite a good mentor to begin with when I have less knowledge than them. Haiyah. Suan le.
Respect. Really arh, people are more willing to confide in JY more than me. I mean Sec 4s lah. I guess despite me being their instructor and senior for 4 years, it doesn't seem to help huh? I think heard somewhere that Std4s like to confide in JY more cos' he is bound to take action on certain things, while for me, it is just quite slow to process. NA, I guess I have to admit that I don't put them at top priority everytime like Audris does lah, so quite normal that they may not exactly like me. Anyway I guess most of them 5 are much more capable than me. Sadly to say, even though I am their mentor, they seem more close to JY than I am.
Quite a sad fact, I begin to wonder I have done the right thing to sign on. I failed to know the Std4s, failed to become someone for them to confide in. Yah I did well in admin work, aiyah, but ultimately, one of the reasons I ever signed on is cos' of them. Since the 2 years are already over, there's no point brooding over it.
Now I am thinking like what ser was thinking a few weeks ago. Whether to continue signing on? Really hor, after all these very discouraged le. But I do want to see my Sec4s become seniors. So that means I will sign on one more year at least. As for the future, let me think about it when the time comes bah.
Spent quite some money on my 3rd bro's pres. haha, nvm lah.
Oh well. Hurt? Just now fish told me she saw egg at east coast yest. No not this part. She also said she saw NA there with Audris. NA.... with Audris.... why don't wanna invite me? Me also their mentor leh. Okie lah. Suan le. I am just not as close to them. And I am not quite a good mentor to begin with when I have less knowledge than them. Haiyah. Suan le.
Respect. Really arh, people are more willing to confide in JY more than me. I mean Sec 4s lah. I guess despite me being their instructor and senior for 4 years, it doesn't seem to help huh? I think heard somewhere that Std4s like to confide in JY more cos' he is bound to take action on certain things, while for me, it is just quite slow to process. NA, I guess I have to admit that I don't put them at top priority everytime like Audris does lah, so quite normal that they may not exactly like me. Anyway I guess most of them 5 are much more capable than me. Sadly to say, even though I am their mentor, they seem more close to JY than I am.
Quite a sad fact, I begin to wonder I have done the right thing to sign on. I failed to know the Std4s, failed to become someone for them to confide in. Yah I did well in admin work, aiyah, but ultimately, one of the reasons I ever signed on is cos' of them. Since the 2 years are already over, there's no point brooding over it.
Now I am thinking like what ser was thinking a few weeks ago. Whether to continue signing on? Really hor, after all these very discouraged le. But I do want to see my Sec4s become seniors. So that means I will sign on one more year at least. As for the future, let me think about it when the time comes bah.
Friday, September 17, 2004
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It's a 3-in-1 day.
General:
It is a weird, unlucky and interesting day. And it's the day of Cmath Paper 2.
Summary:
(1) Cmath Paper 2
(2) Unlucky
(3) Weird
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(1) Cmath Paper 2.
Okie. Don't worry, unlucky doesn't apply to the exam. It's just worth mentioning. The most stupid, idiotic I ever did was that I thought the paper was for 2 and half hours, and I rushed through everything, at the time I thought it was supposed to finish, I suddenly realised something: Why didn't the teacher say "15 minutes left" earlier? I lifted my head, looked at the clock, then suddenly noticed that the whiteboard stated a duration of 3 hours. ARGH. And I skipped some questions cos' I thought time was up. Crappy. Then I redo a trigo question which I committed the most careless mistake of all: sine 60 deg = 3/root 2, when it's supposed to be root 3/2. Wasted my time doing the wrong part. Lame. I was giving a very weird expression when I saw the last probability question, that made me hate married couples. Talking about a group of people, then got different nationalities, then got married couples, then got girlfriend boyfriend, then still got their daughters, their son, their wives, their parents. Idiot I had to start figuring that married couples doesn't include girlfriend boyfriend, the married man has his parents which is also counted as married couple, then that a couple consist of a girl and a guy, counting females and males, couples and non couples, stupid question. But thinking back, I was rather amused by the question as well. Haha, even though I did it all wrong, but I think it's rather fun. =P
I was feeling damn bad during the exam lah, cos got sore throat. Think cos' I slept at 1 a.m., studying the night before. I know it is bad to study late before a math paper, but the choices were there:(a) Don't study, sleep, feel more refreshed the next morning and relaxed mind to think better in math paper. And get stuck at most questions.(b) Don't study, hope that God will help me and give me inspiration on how to do the questions.(c) Study late, feel sleepy tomorrow, can't think as fast, but roughly know how to do the questions.
My Paper 1 was okie, I want to aim for A if not B for Cmath Paper. Cos' I know the other 2 papers dieded. This is my last chance to see an A in my 2 years of JC life. Never seen one before, close to getting it, but never, not once.My last chance. So I chose Option C. I think last night was the first night since Social Studies O levels that I am willing to sacrifice sleep for studying.
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(2) Unlucky.
Okie, I really think today is a super unlucky day. It started with my choking on 1/4 of a teriyaki burger. Really choking. Okie that's not unlucky. That's my own fault. Blame on me so greedy and wanna save the hassle of biting the burger which had fillings that are slipping out. Oh I wasted 1/4 of it. But I think it open my throat a little wider to ease the sore throat I had. Haha. Finally know the real choking thingy. Must experience then know sia, really hard to cough. So first aid is quite right. I think my friends a bit frightened by me cos' they dunno what to do. Poor thing. Don't worry, I am okie.
Then comes another unlucky thing. I boarded the 135 from Parkway to Paya Lebar, really hor, while I was thinking whether 135 got go to my brother's school there the bus stop, the engine died. My first thought was, "Huh, so unlucky arh?" Got one part the bus went like a snail. Haha. Whatever, thought the engine died around 3-4 times, but at least it didn't break down before I reached my destination lah.
Really, I was thinking, quite unlucky le. I come home, wanna on aircon, which is usually the first thing I do when I come home. As my finger reached for the button of the remote control on the wall, I realised there was no button there. A paper pasted over the remote control read: "Do not on aircon. It is leaking. Mum." Alright, enough unlucky ordeals.
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(3) Weird.
Okie, when I was on the bus which the engine was dying all the way, I was watching a guy from Chung Cheng High scribble in a notebook. Alright, my stationery craze, I was first attracted by the interesting notebook he was writing in. It was a notebook with blank pages and some cartoon stuff. It was turned to a blank page he was writing on, and the next page was some pictures and some words. The title read: New Story of the Hare and the Tortoise. Thinking the notebook was rather cute, I turned my attention to what he was writing. I was sitting at a distance from him, keep staring at the page to see what he was writing. It looked like Chinese, then again some words from afar like don't look like Chinese. His words was big and some strokes overlapped and stuff. I thought it was Japanese. Wow, practising Japanese on the bus? So hardworking. I kept on staring. As I got off the bus, I managed to take a closer look. It was Chinese. Untidy handwriting that makes it sort of illegible. Well.
I got off the bus, walked across the overhead bridge, as I walked down, I saw a bicycle. Okie, it doesn't look like a normal bicycle. The pedal side, don't go in circles, it just goes up and down. Reminded me of the 'moutain climbing' equipment at the gym, for full body workout. Weird. I thought I choked too much earlier, lack of oxygen to my brain, seeing things. Well.
Then I was walking, a guy walking by carrying a stack of flyers, suddenly passed a flyer to me. My usual practice, I just took it. As I walked and walked, I looked at the flyer, I was like "Huh?" The advertisement was for POSB and DBS Bank, and on both sides is you tiao. And that flyer is exactly the length of the you tiao, makes it look very real. I thought I was seeing things, really choked too much arh. I looked again, the you tiao was still there.
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Conclusion:
Really a weird, unlucky and interesting day. Interesting despite the choking part. Really, my life haven't been quite so exciting for like the past few months? Haha. Choked too much, I am mad.
General:
It is a weird, unlucky and interesting day. And it's the day of Cmath Paper 2.
Summary:
(1) Cmath Paper 2
(2) Unlucky
(3) Weird
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(1) Cmath Paper 2.
Okie. Don't worry, unlucky doesn't apply to the exam. It's just worth mentioning. The most stupid, idiotic I ever did was that I thought the paper was for 2 and half hours, and I rushed through everything, at the time I thought it was supposed to finish, I suddenly realised something: Why didn't the teacher say "15 minutes left" earlier? I lifted my head, looked at the clock, then suddenly noticed that the whiteboard stated a duration of 3 hours. ARGH. And I skipped some questions cos' I thought time was up. Crappy. Then I redo a trigo question which I committed the most careless mistake of all: sine 60 deg = 3/root 2, when it's supposed to be root 3/2. Wasted my time doing the wrong part. Lame. I was giving a very weird expression when I saw the last probability question, that made me hate married couples. Talking about a group of people, then got different nationalities, then got married couples, then got girlfriend boyfriend, then still got their daughters, their son, their wives, their parents. Idiot I had to start figuring that married couples doesn't include girlfriend boyfriend, the married man has his parents which is also counted as married couple, then that a couple consist of a girl and a guy, counting females and males, couples and non couples, stupid question. But thinking back, I was rather amused by the question as well. Haha, even though I did it all wrong, but I think it's rather fun. =P
I was feeling damn bad during the exam lah, cos got sore throat. Think cos' I slept at 1 a.m., studying the night before. I know it is bad to study late before a math paper, but the choices were there:(a) Don't study, sleep, feel more refreshed the next morning and relaxed mind to think better in math paper. And get stuck at most questions.(b) Don't study, hope that God will help me and give me inspiration on how to do the questions.(c) Study late, feel sleepy tomorrow, can't think as fast, but roughly know how to do the questions.
My Paper 1 was okie, I want to aim for A if not B for Cmath Paper. Cos' I know the other 2 papers dieded. This is my last chance to see an A in my 2 years of JC life. Never seen one before, close to getting it, but never, not once.My last chance. So I chose Option C. I think last night was the first night since Social Studies O levels that I am willing to sacrifice sleep for studying.
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(2) Unlucky.
Okie, I really think today is a super unlucky day. It started with my choking on 1/4 of a teriyaki burger. Really choking. Okie that's not unlucky. That's my own fault. Blame on me so greedy and wanna save the hassle of biting the burger which had fillings that are slipping out. Oh I wasted 1/4 of it. But I think it open my throat a little wider to ease the sore throat I had. Haha. Finally know the real choking thingy. Must experience then know sia, really hard to cough. So first aid is quite right. I think my friends a bit frightened by me cos' they dunno what to do. Poor thing. Don't worry, I am okie.
Then comes another unlucky thing. I boarded the 135 from Parkway to Paya Lebar, really hor, while I was thinking whether 135 got go to my brother's school there the bus stop, the engine died. My first thought was, "Huh, so unlucky arh?" Got one part the bus went like a snail. Haha. Whatever, thought the engine died around 3-4 times, but at least it didn't break down before I reached my destination lah.
Really, I was thinking, quite unlucky le. I come home, wanna on aircon, which is usually the first thing I do when I come home. As my finger reached for the button of the remote control on the wall, I realised there was no button there. A paper pasted over the remote control read: "Do not on aircon. It is leaking. Mum." Alright, enough unlucky ordeals.
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(3) Weird.
Okie, when I was on the bus which the engine was dying all the way, I was watching a guy from Chung Cheng High scribble in a notebook. Alright, my stationery craze, I was first attracted by the interesting notebook he was writing in. It was a notebook with blank pages and some cartoon stuff. It was turned to a blank page he was writing on, and the next page was some pictures and some words. The title read: New Story of the Hare and the Tortoise. Thinking the notebook was rather cute, I turned my attention to what he was writing. I was sitting at a distance from him, keep staring at the page to see what he was writing. It looked like Chinese, then again some words from afar like don't look like Chinese. His words was big and some strokes overlapped and stuff. I thought it was Japanese. Wow, practising Japanese on the bus? So hardworking. I kept on staring. As I got off the bus, I managed to take a closer look. It was Chinese. Untidy handwriting that makes it sort of illegible. Well.
I got off the bus, walked across the overhead bridge, as I walked down, I saw a bicycle. Okie, it doesn't look like a normal bicycle. The pedal side, don't go in circles, it just goes up and down. Reminded me of the 'moutain climbing' equipment at the gym, for full body workout. Weird. I thought I choked too much earlier, lack of oxygen to my brain, seeing things. Well.
Then I was walking, a guy walking by carrying a stack of flyers, suddenly passed a flyer to me. My usual practice, I just took it. As I walked and walked, I looked at the flyer, I was like "Huh?" The advertisement was for POSB and DBS Bank, and on both sides is you tiao. And that flyer is exactly the length of the you tiao, makes it look very real. I thought I was seeing things, really choked too much arh. I looked again, the you tiao was still there.
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Conclusion:
Really a weird, unlucky and interesting day. Interesting despite the choking part. Really, my life haven't been quite so exciting for like the past few months? Haha. Choked too much, I am mad.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
long time no blog. just wanna post some quizzes here.
You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene at
most times but like Wind, you're scary when
you're mad. You proabaly have a talent is
singing and even your speaking voice is lovely.
You have an innocent type of beauty that makes
you look younger than you are and you like
close relationships with people. (please
forgive me if you cannot see the pics. If you
go to my userpage then you can see your result
picture at the bottom)
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You're like a fairy. Fairies were the little pixies
that usually lived in the forest with wings
like butterflies and perfect little faces.
they had brown or blonde hair and pale skin
with freckles. They were entergetic, joyful,
playful, very smart, and peaceful. Fairies are
deffinately the most famous of all fantasy
creatures. (If you cannot see the picture, go
to my userpage and look near the bottom. There
should be the picture and description for all
the results)
What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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You're a "Yellow Angel" which means
you're probably really motherly. You're not
like a soccermom or anything but you're
protective of those you care for and you'd do
anything for them. You're usually the wiser one
in your group of friends and you're a good
psychiatrist because you've been through a lot
of stuff and know the best thing to do in every
situation. But you don't take any crud from
other people and they respect you for your
ability to stick up for yourself and others.
(please forgive me if you cannot see the pics.
I'm having some difficulty with them. If you'd
like to see your result picture, email me @
soccerprincess@sunsemi.com and tell me ur
reult)
What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.
What season are you? (pics)
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You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene at
most times but like Wind, you're scary when
you're mad. You proabaly have a talent is
singing and even your speaking voice is lovely.
You have an innocent type of beauty that makes
you look younger than you are and you like
close relationships with people. (please
forgive me if you cannot see the pics. If you
go to my userpage then you can see your result
picture at the bottom)
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You're like a fairy. Fairies were the little pixies
that usually lived in the forest with wings
like butterflies and perfect little faces.
they had brown or blonde hair and pale skin
with freckles. They were entergetic, joyful,
playful, very smart, and peaceful. Fairies are
deffinately the most famous of all fantasy
creatures. (If you cannot see the picture, go
to my userpage and look near the bottom. There
should be the picture and description for all
the results)
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You're a "Yellow Angel" which means
you're probably really motherly. You're not
like a soccermom or anything but you're
protective of those you care for and you'd do
anything for them. You're usually the wiser one
in your group of friends and you're a good
psychiatrist because you've been through a lot
of stuff and know the best thing to do in every
situation. But you don't take any crud from
other people and they respect you for your
ability to stick up for yourself and others.
(please forgive me if you cannot see the pics.
I'm having some difficulty with them. If you'd
like to see your result picture, email me @
soccerprincess@sunsemi.com and tell me ur
reult)
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You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
Regarding the terrorist attack on a school in Russia 2 days before, I am utterly disgusted and appalled by the behaviour of these terrorists. Oh well, they are terrorists, they are inhuman, totally. Next to the well known 911 attacks where they attacked the WTC, that was an office building. Now they attacks schools, innocent teenagers who goes to school to attend lessons. And the way of torture or rather actions are totally out of the world. There is only one word to describe them. Crazy.
They are out of their minds. They make the young children and teenagers, whoever, strip themselves all the way. What kind of action is that? Humiliating people. What cause does it serve? Nothing. And they bomb innocent kids to death. Killed 200 plus people. Those idiots. They are not even comparable to beasts. They are worse than beasts. They are an insult to humanity.
Is this the justice that they claim? What wrong did the kids do to them? Why do the kids deserve this treatment? Well, when people say that terrorists are crazy people who just enjoys killing others, now I know what they mean. They are perverted in their thinking. Mad.
Prayer: [Dear Lord, please bless the souls of the children who died in this attack, and embrace them with love in heaven. Bless those who survived to carry on with their own lives, and guide them, comfort them when they recall all these unhappy things, these terrors of their life. Bless those who are still injured severely to survive, give them hope, make them be happy again. I sincerely pray that none of these terrible attacks occur again. Though I know it is quite impossible, but I still wish for that, wish for world peace. Let everyone love one another because they are another of their kind. Let peace reign. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.]
They are out of their minds. They make the young children and teenagers, whoever, strip themselves all the way. What kind of action is that? Humiliating people. What cause does it serve? Nothing. And they bomb innocent kids to death. Killed 200 plus people. Those idiots. They are not even comparable to beasts. They are worse than beasts. They are an insult to humanity.
Is this the justice that they claim? What wrong did the kids do to them? Why do the kids deserve this treatment? Well, when people say that terrorists are crazy people who just enjoys killing others, now I know what they mean. They are perverted in their thinking. Mad.
Prayer: [Dear Lord, please bless the souls of the children who died in this attack, and embrace them with love in heaven. Bless those who survived to carry on with their own lives, and guide them, comfort them when they recall all these unhappy things, these terrors of their life. Bless those who are still injured severely to survive, give them hope, make them be happy again. I sincerely pray that none of these terrible attacks occur again. Though I know it is quite impossible, but I still wish for that, wish for world peace. Let everyone love one another because they are another of their kind. Let peace reign. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.]
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Thanks to weiwei, got hooked by this life theories blogsite. Quite crappy, quite interesting.
http://lifetheories.blogspot.com/
Came across this one.
Writing on a blog, which is good, beats cleaning a room, which is bad. I had to do both. Therefore, I've had a mediocre day, right?
Sounds crappy. That's the first thought that flashed across my mind too. But after a few seconds, think about it, I think it quite applies to me now. Maybe it might apply to people mugging now too. People like me who can't settle their minds down to study, and wonder how in the hell people study for hours.
Maybe after looking at this 'theory' a few times, it still looks like total rubbish from a brainless crazy person who have nothing better to do. But I was just thinking, how well it applies to me. Last time I have always been happy, most of the days, manage to catch up with homework a little, don't feel stressed, can do work. Now I seem stressed, depressed many a time over little things, feels like can't catch up with homework nor revision. Last time had SJ to cheer me up, even though there's lots of work sometimes, feel depressed sometimes, but at least, it kept me occupied. And I love to hang around with seniors and everything. (Maybe not the Yr1s bah, a bit can't communicate with them.) In the little time there is, I felt that I have to cram my studies in and make the best use of time, study and work at the same time. Now that I have more time, drop one subject, off from SJ, full time studying, I tend to waste more time. Maybe because the need to cram things is no longer there. When you keep on thinking there's tomorrow. When you know you have more time. That's a bad habit, but I think it's true for my case.
Also when you have more time, suddenly one becomes more easily depressed. Okie, apart from the stress from schoolwork and exams, I think when you have more time, you tend to think more about unnecessary stuff. Like easily irritated by every little comment made by a person you dislike, because you have more time to think about the comment. And maybe sometimes, one tend to stray from the normal train of thoughts, and suddenly think about it having another meaning, or thinking that the person you dislike meant to badmouth you 'between the lines'. I realise this is quite the case, if you have no time, you wouldn't think about such stuff, just makes yourself more unhappy. Like today, I am especially irritated when the W woman says wanna write 'TK de' on a teachers' day card. Now thinking back, thinking about the 'theory', realised that, "Hey, she always does says that. It's just another time. Oh well."
I think something I wanna reflect is: Why think so much? Maybe it's not like that? Think on the positive side, everything will be brighter this way. Some question I wanna ask myself: Must we really do something we like, do something we enjoy, before we will really be happy for the day? Sometimes things have to be done, whether you like it or not. Be it studying, doing housework, it's not something you may enjoy, but it's something that has to be done. It's your duty, your responsibility. Whatever identity you hold now, what responsibility you have, you have to fulfil it. I am a senior, I have to complete my duties. I am a sister, I have to teach my brother the right way to do things and stuff. I am a daughter, I must help out with housework. I AM A STUDENT, I have to study. It's not a chore. It's not extra workload. It's a responsibility to fulfil.
Woo. So long. Inspiration is dry now.
http://lifetheories.blogspot.com/
Came across this one.
Writing on a blog, which is good, beats cleaning a room, which is bad. I had to do both. Therefore, I've had a mediocre day, right?
Sounds crappy. That's the first thought that flashed across my mind too. But after a few seconds, think about it, I think it quite applies to me now. Maybe it might apply to people mugging now too. People like me who can't settle their minds down to study, and wonder how in the hell people study for hours.
Maybe after looking at this 'theory' a few times, it still looks like total rubbish from a brainless crazy person who have nothing better to do. But I was just thinking, how well it applies to me. Last time I have always been happy, most of the days, manage to catch up with homework a little, don't feel stressed, can do work. Now I seem stressed, depressed many a time over little things, feels like can't catch up with homework nor revision. Last time had SJ to cheer me up, even though there's lots of work sometimes, feel depressed sometimes, but at least, it kept me occupied. And I love to hang around with seniors and everything. (Maybe not the Yr1s bah, a bit can't communicate with them.) In the little time there is, I felt that I have to cram my studies in and make the best use of time, study and work at the same time. Now that I have more time, drop one subject, off from SJ, full time studying, I tend to waste more time. Maybe because the need to cram things is no longer there. When you keep on thinking there's tomorrow. When you know you have more time. That's a bad habit, but I think it's true for my case.
Also when you have more time, suddenly one becomes more easily depressed. Okie, apart from the stress from schoolwork and exams, I think when you have more time, you tend to think more about unnecessary stuff. Like easily irritated by every little comment made by a person you dislike, because you have more time to think about the comment. And maybe sometimes, one tend to stray from the normal train of thoughts, and suddenly think about it having another meaning, or thinking that the person you dislike meant to badmouth you 'between the lines'. I realise this is quite the case, if you have no time, you wouldn't think about such stuff, just makes yourself more unhappy. Like today, I am especially irritated when the W woman says wanna write 'TK de' on a teachers' day card. Now thinking back, thinking about the 'theory', realised that, "Hey, she always does says that. It's just another time. Oh well."
I think something I wanna reflect is: Why think so much? Maybe it's not like that? Think on the positive side, everything will be brighter this way. Some question I wanna ask myself: Must we really do something we like, do something we enjoy, before we will really be happy for the day? Sometimes things have to be done, whether you like it or not. Be it studying, doing housework, it's not something you may enjoy, but it's something that has to be done. It's your duty, your responsibility. Whatever identity you hold now, what responsibility you have, you have to fulfil it. I am a senior, I have to complete my duties. I am a sister, I have to teach my brother the right way to do things and stuff. I am a daughter, I must help out with housework. I AM A STUDENT, I have to study. It's not a chore. It's not extra workload. It's a responsibility to fulfil.
Woo. So long. Inspiration is dry now.