Monday, September 19, 2005

aiyah. very stressed now le. i can't focus to do homework lah. sianz leh. and this sem is supposed to be the most relaxed. how am i supposed to cope later on. sighz.

still have the biz law assignment left. i chao sian. i dun feel like doing. but then no choice leh. tonight must try to finish. or else tml cannot rush tutorial. SIGHZ. very fan leh. i even skipped the sj zone mtg today to make sure i have the mood to do my assignment, or rather, to have the time. aiyah. very sian lah.

then i becoming chao fatz lately. eat so much. all the clothes cannot wear liao lah. superb lack of exercise bahz. haiyah. life is so sianz. especially when many friends around ya not the super can trust kind, just those meet meet see see tutorial mates. lucky got mitch ard lah.

then i got quite sian of travelling here and there also, but i still like the comfort of my own room at home more than the hostel lahz. haiz.

like the earlier post, nowadays i realised true muggers reside in this very society. i do admit at some point of my life, (when i was in primary school) i was a mugger as well. but then now i am certainly not one. i do remember in pri school, i completed homework before the teacher even taught the topics, competed with my friends to see who finished more, scared of losing to other people in terms of doing hw, and even, bluffed my friends i finished till page 6 when i actually finished till page 10. extreme yahz... i guess after entering a 'branded' sec school has made me lose my fighting spirit, cos no matter how i mug, somehow many others will be better. after crying over failing my first exam ever (i rem was literature), i guess, i became quite numbed to failures and treated them like an everyday affair. i guess i was in a happening class in sec3 and 4, so nobody was really that mugger lahz, so no pressure there.

go to jc, when the people from secondary schools most of the better ones went there. then the mugger phenomenon started to appear again. u see some people mugging at the study tables at break and lunchtime. there are super muggers in my class who complete all tutorials, or go home straight after school. yeah, but i wasn't tt affected.

now to uni, (more selection of best pple from jcs and polys) u see muggers EVERYWHERE. u dun see people mugging at tables as frequent as jcs maybe, but everyone does all their readings and their homework. and they can spurt out the textbook as though they ate them for lunch. (lol, maybe i am being a bit of over exaggerating over here...) in summary. many muggers do exist on this very planet, or even this very island of Singapore. you do not see them perhaps, cos they are all mugging at home and in their halls.

okie. so, end of the procrastinating... (is that how u spell that)

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