= LifE Of a GaL =

hrm. I realised. it's been a long time since i blogged. lol. no time as usual? or rather i think i spent most of my free time to play instead.

at this rate i think i will only have less than 10 posts in a year... haha

seriously been busy with projects lately... i have about 7 projects this sem, i just completed 3. lol. long way to go. not going to compare with the comms studies pple... lol.

well, blogging for me is only when life is really happy to blog about, or really stressed to talk about... so i can say my life have been quite boring and stagnant for the past 1.5 months... of course there's times when i get stressed, but somehow it's not that bad to be trying to get rid of it by blogging about it.

special events that has just been over...

i would say chinese new yr? another time for my relatives to be asking "oh which course are you in?" weirdly this year there's a lack of "how did u do for your exams?" and even more weirdly, one of my relative asked my brother and i over to her house to have a cousins gathering... sadly to say i had to go out with my friends. such a nice relative. lol. the weirdest thing is, when i said i going out with my friends, she asked "boyfriend? ask him over also lah." lol. this is kinda the first time that my relative talked to me about having boyfriends. cos usually adults (okie i am an adult now that i am 20 this year) don't encourage students to have bgr. or at least my mum lah. "must study lah, dun talk about love now" they always say.

so interesting. i was kinda shocked when she said that, then i realised wah! i am old le. twenty. the first step out of teenage life. i always regard 10+ years as young you know... even 19. 20 really sounds old. it's like young adult le. well, at that time, and even now, i am still thinking, "am i mature enough to be a 20 yr old? i seem very childish still" or child-like, like mitchelle says. lol. but haha. i will never abandon my teddy bears cos i twenty yrs old.

then a friend told me her relatives are all asking about whether she have a boyfriend already? lol. i suddenly realised that seriously if i dun find a boyfriend in university, most probably i wun have time to find one when i start working. but what to do? haha. no guys like me mah. so i will start thinking about what to do if i am left on the shelf. haha.

hrm... next special event would be v day? like i said lah. no boyfriend. my friends have other friends and boyfriends. so? v day alone at home loh. play maplestory. sad right. hrm. no vday presents this year... cos not like schools have celebrations or what. actually i felt quite sian tt day, wanna go shopping alone... but turns out i hang out in school till too late, so tired le, go home... wanted to buy a present for myself. but didn't get one... waited for vday to be over, i bought a new handphone on saturday night that week. samsung e730... =) my plan expires on the day after v day mah. lol.

haha. i wondered if anyone bothered to read to this point. i think i never told anyone before... in my whole life, no guy ever bought me flowers. real flowers. girls gave me flowers before, vday lah... haha. this is a bit crazy, but i always wanted the first bouquet or even the first real flower from my first boyfriend... haha. then i was wondering whether i would accept any from anyone who's not my boyfriend... still dunno, but i think when the time comes, most prob i will lah... depending on how well we know each other. haha. i am getting a little dreamy hor. gotta stop dreaming and do my project... haha.