= LifE Of a GaL =

haiz.

today is another very sian diao and bad day. loaded with the millions of projects and deadlines to meet... this wk, so far i stayed back everyday for project, except today... if tomorrow can't finish have to do during weekend...

today is tutorial day, as all wednesdays are. computer lessons were cancelled cos' my tcher was sick. oh wellz. for the biz law and econs tutorial, i was completely lost. biz law i was supposed to be presenting with 2 other girls on tutorial 9, but i was at a loss of wad to say, cos i didn't do it beforehand, and i was already lost in the tutorials before. oh great. i guess i better start reading the textbook.

econs, being a subject that i have learnt before in jc, was like greek to me too. i didn't attend the lectures, but for the microecons part, i was still understanding, till his macroecons part, i started getting lost... and weirdly, i was supposed to be better at macro. i totally looking blank at the tutorial.

i really need some order, some discipline in my life. after like 2 complete months of studying, i am still not adapting well to the uni life. perhaps cos' i never really do my tutorials consistently before in jc either...

my class people now, either they do a lot of reading and all their tutorials, or they are clever enough to understand thru the lesson. me? i am neither. i often wonder if travelling time was the problem, but i guess people who travel further than me also had time to do everything, so everything comes down to me not being able to discipline myself to settle down and study.

university, is a life people say is more relaxing, in a way, ya, you do have a lot of free time and all, but all those free time is for you to do independent mugging. and on top of that, it's for u to do projects. and university, the teachers no longer care whether u have a million things to do, it's just that you must complete it. no matter wad.

oh well, i just need to go back and think about how i am gg to carry on from now on. it's one month to exams, and it's not good to be always 'smoking' my way thru classes... like in the end never learn anything.