= LifE Of a GaL =

YEAH!!!!!!!! stats is over.

i just got home at about 11.50pm or so. went out with my uni classmates to kbox and eat dinner. and hang around. haha.

like i said i will blog today. i will be having 3 days self declared break!!

actually after i talked to my classmates today, i realised everyone also very stressed this exam period. haha, like who wouldn't be...

talking about stressed, i think i VERY stressed this exams. before exam days, i can't sleep well like i said, can't get to sleep fast. takes 1-2 hours of tossing and turning. lol. and recent few days, i saw a spider on my curtain. perhaps cos' i opened my windows to let some fresh air come in, so i was afraid insects start to come in, so i shut my windows. i mean, after that, keep imagining it's spiders when you feel itchy at the feet you know... it's natural. but somehow since that time, or is it before that time, i started hearing like crickets sound. you know, at night, when you sleep, the night is silent, the sound you hear...

but usually i don't hear ANY sounds, not even the thunder when it's raining, cos' my room is air-con and closed. the maximum sound i hear is perhaps the soft rumbling of the aircon (my old aircon has rumblings haha, now this one don't have.) but recently i keep hearing this cricket sound, at first, it's just at night, then on sunday, i could hear it in the morning as well. it will stop sometimes. but when i ask my mum to listen, she say don't have, then somehow when i got her to listen, it stopped.

at first, i thought it is a cockroach in my room or something. (i am super scared of cockroaches and many other insects and household pests) but i can't find it. i will try to listen to the sound, wondering is it from outside my room, like coming from the window or something, cos' my bed is quite near there, and i hear it when i sleep. but i can't really differentiate where it's coming from.

today thinking about it, i think it's psychological. the more i think of it, the more i hear it. and maybe combined with i am too stressed. though i never really admit that i am. like now, i don't hear it anymore. maybe it's cos my exams mostly over, so no stress. (haha if i hear it again later, means there are real crickets!!) but it's really scary that i can 'hallucinate' hearing stuff that i never really hear. i never so stressed before leh. till this stage.

okie, about how to spend my next three days. I DUNNO!???! i am planning to cut hair tml, maybe go down to sj hq to book a room. then. DUNNO? haha. funny, exams almost over i dun feel the happiness, and i am kinda lost. dunno!! tired liao. now i can zz for 12 hours. and dun feel guilty. haha.